Sunday, May 11, 2008

May 11

As suspected, I'm still dealing with the whole break-up business. I'm not sure which order of emotions suits you best, but for me it goes like this: shock, sadness, anger...and then a little lingering malaise (or is it apathy? I'm not sure.) I got to feeling tired of always having to get over shit. Seems there is always something else to get over, and wouldn't it just be easier not to let any of it get to you anymore--like you were your own personal army, and you're not going to let anyone thru your defenses this time. Thus sprang this weeks song. If you are offended by people using the word fuck then you shouldn't listen to this song. I think I use it about 30 times. There goes the chance for any radio play on this one. Oh well...

This weeks song is called: i Am an Army

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Think Frustrated said...

Damn. Lots of "fuck" in that song. You don't sound too happy. Sorry about the breakup. There'll be another one or two or ten, I'm sure.

Still pretty good. Great "I just broke up with my girlfriend" anthem.

Tammy said...

"I got to feeling tired of always having to get over shit. Seems there is always something else to get over, and wouldn't it just be easier not to let any of it get to you anymore--like you were your own personal army, and you're not going to let anyone thru your defenses this time."

That pretty much sums up the last year for me.


The Mighty Beluga said...

for me, it's anger, sadness, then avoidance of everything that reminds us of the cause of these feelings. eventually you stop thinking like a robot and you realize you just don't care. feel better

b said...

I don't know why but I can't get the song to play. I'll have to return and try again when I have more time.

I'm sorry to hear about the shock, sadness, anger, malaise. I know it is beyond difficult. Prolific use of the word "fuck" always seems to help, even if just a little bit.

natana said...

Hey, this is the first time I've looked at your site . . . and yeah, break-ups are about the worst shit in the US. However, I wanted to say that your blog and life's story are fucking awesome to make a different use of the word. Sadly, shit is often what drives us to our more inspired moments of creativity. Keep up the good work - its rad to see someone doing this.

ViolentLove said...

Keep working your way thru it, my friend...

Sorry you are hurting.

Anonymous said...

Sorry about the break up.

Well it's pushing 3 months, I assume this is no longer an active blog/space for you. Please let me know if that changes or if you're doing something else, and I'll re-link you.

This was very cool while it lasted.
Best to you.

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you are invited

Unknown said...

I love what you're doing here, man! I want to hear the song but the player isn't working for me.

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